{"id":4905,"date":"2012-06-03T18:31:47","date_gmt":"2012-06-04T00:31:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/atalantarising.surly.org\/?p=4905"},"modified":"2012-06-03T18:42:58","modified_gmt":"2012-06-04T00:42:58","slug":"on-concrete-chains-and-demons","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/atalantarising.surly.org\/?p=4905","title":{"rendered":"On Concrete, Chains, and Demons"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I went to my first strongman training class yesterday and learned two things:<\/p>\n<p>1) Imma Little Fish in this pond<br \/>\n2) I think I might&#8217;ve found my pond<\/p>\n<p>This is Brittany.  <\/p>\n<p>Brittany is taking her warm up chain yoke walk at the 270# that was my max walk.  This is just after her 30 minute atlas stone workout, where I watched her warming up with the 175# atlas stone, and she was just tossing it up like it was only a medicine ball.  We chatted while she waiting for her turn at the yoke and I discovered she failed at the 245# stone.  Wow!<br \/>\n<object type=\"application\/x-shockwave-flash\" width=\"400\" height=\"300\" data=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/apps\/video\/stewart.swf?v=109786\" classid=\"clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000\"><param name=\"flashvars\" value=\"intl_lang=en-us&#038;photo_secret=85a358481e&#038;photo_id=7325286154\"><\/param><param name=\"movie\" value=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/apps\/video\/stewart.swf?v=109786\"><\/param><param name=\"bgcolor\" value=\"#000000\"><\/param><param name=\"allowFullScreen\" value=\"true\"><\/param><embed type=\"application\/x-shockwave-flash\" src=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/apps\/video\/stewart.swf?v=109786\" bgcolor=\"#000000\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" flashvars=\"intl_lang=en-us&#038;photo_secret=85a358481e&#038;photo_id=7325286154\" height=\"300\" width=\"400\"><\/embed><\/object><\/p>\n<p>Here&#8217;s Brittany at her final lap walking 370# as smoothly as she did the 270#<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/60141310@N00\/7324884114\/\" title=\"IMG_6033 by banjobear, on Flickr\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm9.staticflickr.com\/8004\/7324884114_e3cece63a7.jpg\" width=\"375\" height=\"550\" alt=\"IMG_6033\"><\/a><br \/>\nI am not ashamed to say I have a straight up school girl like crush on Brittany; she has to be the strongest woman I have personally met.<\/p>\n<p>I think that a person would have to be a freaking robot to watch strong solid Brittany do her thang and not say; &#8220;Holy Bat Shit!&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>In fact watching her do her thing yesterday inspired within me an even clearer vision of where I should be heading on this athletic path I&#8217;ve been stumbling around on these past number of years.<\/p>\n<p>Oh, three things:<\/p>\n<p>3) Usually the heaviest most difficult weight you&#8217;ll ever have to struggle with in any worthwhile workout is&#8230;<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/60141310@N00\/7324891748\/\" title=\"IMG_6034 by banjobear, on Flickr\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm8.staticflickr.com\/7094\/7324891748_c88d702c9d.jpg\" width=\"375\" height=\"500\" alt=\"IMG_6034\"><\/a><br \/>\n&#8230;the push-pull event that happens before training (pushing open your car door and pulling open the gym one).<br \/>\nAnd the 10 pound weight between your shoulders.  Sometimes they can feel heavier than any of these atlas stones.  <\/p>\n<p>Actually I knew that already.<\/p>\n<p>But no matter how much you improve at those first two events, you&#8217;ll have days that will make you feel like running.  I even tried that for a second yesterday; I was eight minutes late and sitting in the parking lot listening to my demons rage inside me, I had my hand on the shifter ready to put it into reverse gear.  <\/p>\n<p>I wasn&#8217;t completely in my body at the moment so don&#8217;t ask what stopped me&#8230;3,2,1, GO&#8230;maybe?<\/p>\n<p>Then it was like this:<\/p>\n<p>Push.<\/p>\n<p>Walk.<\/p>\n<p>Breath.<\/p>\n<p>Smile.<\/p>\n<p>Pull.<\/p>\n<p>Oh! Fuck! It was a room full of beasts.  What the hell did I get myself into?!<\/p>\n<p>Nobodys seen you, turn around now!<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Oh Hi! Come on in!&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Doh, idiot! <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Start warming up a lift 3&#215;5.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>In reality it was only moments but it felt an eternity before I was able to recall that I actually knew what to do with a barbell.  So I just moved slowly and thoughtfully around the gym breathing and reminding myself I knew what this stuff was and how to use it.  After I did my first set of deadlifts I came back into my body and my demons took a back seat.<\/p>\n<p>And things just got better.  <\/p>\n<p>We set up the chain yoke with 175# to start, that is more than I have ever squatted.  I stepped up to the bar, pressed my traps into it, wrapped my arms around it and just stood up.  No problem.  I felt the weight settle into my shoulders and back and I knew just how to do what needed to be done. My confidence grew with each step because this felt natural for my body in a way that most physical sports and activity does not.<\/p>\n<p>Yes, I am truly a novice, I have some work to get my strength up to a competitive level for even my small little pond, but everything in me tells me its only a matter of time.  That is an unusual feeling for me to have, to feel that I have the innate talents already in me and that I only need the time to develop them.<\/p>\n<p>But I still need Crossfit though.  I love the simultaneously subtle yet right there in your face element that Crossfit brings to the table.  It&#8217;s like functional poetry!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I went to my first strongman training class yesterday and learned two things: 1) Imma Little Fish in this pond 2) I think I might&#8217;ve found my pond This is Brittany. Brittany is taking her warm up chain yoke walk at the 270# that was my max walk. 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